A moment like this

in my office, i have no wu sha mi here, i can't type in Chinese,
I'm so sad..

today is the second day that i work here, i got much pressures today
although i'm thankful that they teach me how to process the order at the first day,
i feel stressful...

but i know this time i can't give it up so easily, for lots reasons,
the Chinese new year will come soon, i know if i got no job, the relatives will ask me why, i have to explain ,
i don't like that situation at all.

I know that if i got no job , papa mama have to work harder to feed me, i'm very sorry for that, so this time,
i have to stand that, get over that, work harder to find my myslef.

all in all, dear all, you know what happened to me? i think i'm a lazy girl... wu wu wu, crying

anyway, gogo fighting, five o'clock will come soon, then i have to go to learn car again, by the way, i have to pay 1000 dollars,
wu wu wu~~~ i'm bankrupt?! is the word correct? i'm not sure, haha